Day 13602: Woke up ready for life again, understanding the inevitability of living. Not afraid, and still anxious to know if it was right. Still uncertain of the path. Still questioning the narrative. “Learn to find your own,” came to mind, the words from a score of years ago. And still there is the question, “Have I found it?”

Sometimes it all feels perfect.

Other times it’s all a gamble.

Rarely does it all feel lost, and there are those times too.